Sunday, July 06, 2008
BMT.

hai such a big mouth of me to tell other ppl abt other's ppls relationships and i think it will affect them greatly. OMG....im such a bastard. I trust ppl too easily. NOW im realli going to condemn VS guys le.

talking about bmt.

all of a sudden, i start missing bmt.

and im crying now.

and now im in air force school undergoing a course as a technician. we need to study from 8am to 5.30pm and after that we need to revise.

i think im going to become crazy le. and im prepared to be out-of-course by them cuz i seriously am not as smart those RJC and VJC ppl who can get up to 7 As for their A' levels. Seriously im starting to feel like the BAD old times back in NJC again.

Maybe i think too much but its just not the right place for me.

If i realli OOC, i'll rather go back to the good old times in tekong wif my section mates and chiong wif them until i collapse and die. (since im not that physically strong)

I miss the times when we sit on the ferry to tekong and emo-ing abt the mainland but at the same time my bunkmates are there to emo wif me together.

I miss the times where we eat a hell lot of food in the bunk and talk about anything and everything.

I miss the times when my section mates ask me to go out and buy section food for them when i go medical check-up and i'll see their BLINK BLINK faces when they see those food. (OMG i juz realised that i haven got back my $40 plus worth of $$$ for the last section food.....HAI i'll guess its my treat ba, no use asking them for $$$ also)

I miss the times where I was panting and almost fainting during the route marches and my section mates especially haoting and guojie will help me lighten my load for a few moments by lifting my field pack up for a few seconds.

I miss the times when eddie couldnt understand what we were talking about everytime and he will give a confused face and he will say : "I though u all saying about (fill in the blanks)." and we all will be stunned cuz its NO link to what we were saying. And i miss the times when i realli broke down during field camp and he tricked me by saying that sergeant asked me to sleep instead of having one-third alert and not sleeping for my own good.

I miss the times when roy was emo-ing and almost the whole section would come and talk to him to find out what happened even though he was the top few hated ppl in the platoon initially since he has a low EQ and never thought of other ppl's feelings when he opened his mouth everytime. And also the times when he SEE GOD and ppl will come to help him even though he quite fucked-up as what other ppl think.

I miss the times when i talked alone wif guojie and agreed on how people can be so damn nice but their efforts are never appreciated and bastards never get their retribution. And we concluded that its no use being good ppl. And the times when he sacrificed by helped the section wif a lot of matters and he'll kao bei but he just keeps on helping the section.

I miss the times when marcus......erm his laughter? okay lah at least he kan chiong and we never got tekan-ed cuz we did things TOO EARLY since the IC said so. ( i dun realli miss the times when he say things like as if he confirm go OCS. BUT HE REALLI WENT OCS. WTF)

I miss the times when yuhan a.k.a pikachu always makes us laugh cuz he's the joke. SPAS! and he'll go around hugging guojie and me like as if we were his gf like that. And his "cuteness" always makes the commanders smile/grin as though they wan to make pikachu their son like that.

I miss the times when junhong......? (I dun realli miss the times when he scolded me for hanging my clothes too far away from the window when it rained but actually its because the space that are near the window are occupied by him....=s)(AND i dun miss the times when he's like a pentium one and he is always packing his stuff when we are doing area cleaning....we still dunoe how come he got SUCH A LOT of stuff to pack sia.)

I miss the times when idris shouted "KESTREL" like some indian freak and i asked him to stop it cuz im....xD And i miss the times when he competed wif sergearnt khairul in rifle stripping cuz the winner will get to have idris' gf's hp no! (i dun realli miss the times when we always had some funds missing and erm.....=s)

I miss the times when kenneth talked and i thought that he's gay initially. BUT hell no cuz he got IPPT gold for 2 times! I also miss the times when kenneth a.k.a the mama shop man opened his cupboard and we'll have a hell lot of food to eat and he'll shout: "YOU ka-ni-na-mo...." or "YOU bastards" but we juz keeps on eating. xD

I miss the times when uncle chow haoting will always sing his EH YA OH YA INFANTRY YA song damn loudly and the whole company can hear him. IF anyone hears this song being sung he CONFIRM is the singer. I also miss the times when he helped me/section/platoon with a lot of stuff by volunteering himself and helping without any complaints. AND not to forget he'll be the first one to spot that im emo-ing and he'll juz "bastard" me by saying :"what happened AGAIN" but he'll still try to solve my problems.

I miss the times when gerald paul tan a.k.a GPT sings his own version of army songs like some horny bastard IN THE BUNK ONLY. =p And we'll bitch about anything and everything under the sun. ERM as in not literally under the sun. SPAS! And also the times when we talked when its lights out alreadi but we still heck care and talk then suddenly he said that he haven bathed yet. OMG....

I miss the times when shi hao.........? (OMG i dun miss the times when he hurt his back and tries to gain pity by SHOUTING: "my back hurts" but at the same time he can RUN to the tonner when ppl are chiong-ing to the tonner to get seats)(and i dun realli miss the times when roy and pikachu defamed him behind their back and i tried to speak up for him but in the end i was disappointed by his actions.)

i love platoon 4 section 2.

I'll rather go chiong with them and collapse and die happily rather than mugging in air force school with a bunch of muggers/fakers/bastards/garang ppl and get depression.

tmr then blog again ba ( i suppose if i can get my mugging done ASAP which i dun think its possible).