Sunday, March 26, 2006
LOST??
WATS HAPPENING TO ME???i seemed 2 hav lost myself....i dun feel myself anymore....did i change?
i used 2 smile for no gd reason....smiling is my "zhao1 pai2 dong4 zuo4" de....everyday ppl will ask me: Why u keep smiling every now n then de?
until dunoe when.....i hav alreadi forgotten how 2 smile le...everything juz seems so sian for me....i myself dun even noe wat caused it....wat should i do?
even i flopped tt solo performance ytd...n i dun feel anything(normally i will juz curse n swear 2 myself)....keeping quiet ytd when wif d yew tee gang...seemed im AP-ing(attitude problem)....but d truth is....i dunoe...
i feel lost now....wat should i do? commit suicide? can someone who considers me as their true friend call me n enlighten me?
left crying at 4.36pm....
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Horoscope!! sO aCcUrAtE!!!
VIRGO - MAN (August 23 - Sep 22)Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac. He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing the right and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself. He is the type who well adjusted to make changes. He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question. He hates rough and crude people. His woman has to be clean and dress well. He inspects any thing in details beside being a perfectionist, so you could be lying in your bikini with a perfect figure and he can suddenly comments you about your big feet. If you gain 2 pounds , he may comments you are getting too fat. Before going out with this kind of guy, look at yourself head to toe in the mirror and ask yourself if you are really and entirely ready. Unless he dates a model, then he will have less comments. He is neat and tidy, so his life always in a schedule, a fix time to lunch, the same time to go home. He is well knowledge about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange and exotic food for sure. You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted with acting, so if he says he can not go out with you because he is sick, then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy all the times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazy people. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him , you will know he has his own charm. He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love. He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness, ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket. People may think he is selfish, because when he says "No", he really means it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an insult. He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, he will also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time. He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean, perfect and tidy. A real two "P" , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.
hey!! tis horoscope is kailing meimei send 2 me de.....so accurate!! :p
left silently at 1.16am....
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
haiz...SIAN MANN!!!
aiyo...lao shu finally blogged le...bcuz i too lazy!! hehe...shall recollect!!SUNDAY!!
went 4 yew tee co performance 2 perform at gek poh(kepo kepo!!) cc....saw weijun there!! he go there do voluntary work...zhen1 de4 ma1? hehe...sounds like i dun trust him leh!! lolx....played some shitty songs lor...n d worst thing is...almost screwed up leh!! scared me....then went 2 eat dinner wif d usual gang at lot 1 at CCK lor....then hav 2 go home early...bcuz next day sch reopen le mah!! so sian de....haiz...but no choice mah....
MONDAY!!
went 2 nj lor...wear nj uniform leh...so thick n hot!! wan 2 die like tt...heard tt its "fireproof" rite? siao de!!! took new timetable....n compared wif d old one...it SUX!! met wif d new 06S03 ppl....most of them r ex-06S02 ppl...so is like a gang fight like tt...2 different gangs....from d start i alreadi noe tt it'll take quite a long time for all of us 2 bond de...so we guys like also a bit "dao" them lor...
TUESDAY!!
hmm....nth much leh....bcuz a lot of periods 2 slack!! haha....
WEDNESDAY (TODAE)!!
not much leh....haiz....except tt todae no co!!! haha...but will b changed 2 sat morning....sian!!!
tts why!!! u see? i so sian...aiyo...i hate mugging leh...but no choice...hav 2 mug!! sian sian sian...
wat 2 do now? MUG MUG MUG!!!!
left silently at 7.13pm.....
Sunday, March 19, 2006
FUCKER!!!
im DAMM PISSED OFF....tt water tank dunoe how control his mouth de lah!!!AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tts wat i hav been hating him for d past 3 to 4 yrs....haiz...a nice guy AT 1ST.....them d face will start 2 change de....haiz...nvm...i veri angry now...even tt taurus pig can see de....
Taurus: hey alvin...wat happen ar? u AP again ar?
LaO sHu: ya lor!! canot see meh?
Taurus: .....LL......
ya lor!! i abt 2 go crazy le!!! nvm....will blog next time...
came back from ytco performance at gek poh (kepo kepo!!) cc....haha...almost screwed up! haha..so funny de...
everytime i see meimei she will b like puting eyeliner de...(bcuz she lack of sleep, so will look she got put eyeliner! :p) then hor...her hair veri funny leh!!! haha...see her i wan 2 laugh le...is andy tell her 2 cut like tt de mah...so she no choice lor! hav 2 listen...LOL!!
eh...i veri sian now...dunoe wat 2 blog....bb le...
left silently at 10.51pm....
tired mann!!!!!
ello...juz came back from ytco performance....damm tired leh!! wan 2 die le...n somemore tmr still got performance leh! haiz...dying soon le...haven revised anything lah! boo hoo....todae's performance was at "courtyard outside yew tee mrt station".....so LC leh!! but d performance was quite fun leh...bcuz all d songs r quite oldies mah...so brings back memories 4 most of d audience there lor....played finish le still got some more leh! ppl treat us like jukebox like tt...wan tis song wan tt song...aiyo! we like wan 2 die liao lah...lolx!!! but we still played...n enjoyed it!!! :p
went 2 eat mac after tt....same thing lor...talk cock sing song!!! haha...then went home...chenyan ah ma say take bus 900 2 my hse then walk back...bcuz her hse there got some funeral thingy...n she's a christian mah...she veri sensitive 2 these things de...so pei her lor...talk 2 her abt ytco...n also her.....? haha...dun tell u all...later she whack n kill me...live opposite only leh!! haha... :p
i considering sth....how ar? can someone pls enlighten me? haiz...
left silently at 1.30am....
Saturday, March 18, 2006
date movie date movie!!!
came back home at 11 plus...juz watched a movie wif d yew tee gang!! haha...watched "v for vendetta" at causeway point....initially i dun realli wan 2 watch de...but tt justin say if watching "date movie" instead of "v for vendetta" then he not watching le...wat 2 do? LL lor...but nvm lah...frens mah!! lox....actually after watching d movie is considered not bad lah...but quite chim leh...d movie is set against "the futuristic landscape of totalitarian Britain"(copy-n-pasted from cathay webbie! :p) ...sounds so chim rite? wao....but is realli not bad lah...but i still wan 2 watch "date movie"!
after tt went 2 eat kfc wif all d rest....some left early bcuz they not eating (for eg taurus n zigui)....then some eat finish then "run" le!! (for eg qq n justin) got 1 more!! eat takeaway then ran home de....(chenyan ah ma)!!!! left only me n d chocolate couple....(liyuan n charlie lah!! who else? :p) came out at 11....so early lah...they say me siao? realli meh? haha....dunoe leh...mayb i nite cat leh? :p
haiz.....tmr got ytco performance...sunday also hav wif gek poh(kepo kepo!!) co....sch starting le leh...haven revise anything yet!!
how ar how ar? die le die le....
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left silently at 12.48am....
Friday, March 17, 2006
Lost feelings towards dream sch...how ar?
hmm....juz came back from class outing...wasnt tt fun... but also not bad too....its at liyan's hse! condo leh...at hillview...sound so HC (high-class) rite? haha...some ppl not there leh...dunoe why neva come de...is it bcuz tis class alreadi split le dun need 2 hav class gathering le mah? haiz...spoke 2 d other classmates of NJC 06S03...told them abt all sorts of politics in cat high n CHSCO...they also told me abt their schs' politics! i thot cat high is d only messy sch now...
yipee!! tmr is fri...normally ytco got prac at nite de...but tmr CK's going 2 b busy!! so no prac!! haha...has been slacking 4 d past few days of d holidays le...so fun!! slping until 12 plus...or worse still 1 plus or 2 plus!!! but seriously....SLEEPING RAWKS!!!! :p
recently canot set my mind 2 study leh...sure die de...boo hoo...n also suddenly feel lost...dunoe why i wan 2 appeal back 2 nj....its not d same as b4 le...haiz...how ar?
wat should i do tmr? mahjong anyone? or go watch "date movie" ?
left silently at 12.49am....
Monday, March 13, 2006
everything's ok now...(hope so)...
ello...long time neva blog le...i too lazy le ba...hmm...wat should i blog abt?oh...rmb tt time i was veri sad? now everything seems ok le...charlie looks ok leh...but sometimes he scares me too....everything he talk abt something weird then i will suddenly feel veri guilty de...dunoe whether he purposely de or not leh....
d appeal girl from tanjong katong girls who played d double bass did not come back 2 njc eventually...haiz...bcuz she is a scholar, so all scholars who r appealing need 2 go thru d MOE 1st...in d end all successfully-appealed scholars failed their appeals...felt so sad for them...but most impt is co tt slot is wasted! i asked meisee le...she say tt mr ong say canot find another person 2 take d slot le...i was so damm pissed lah! then charlie how? LL lor...haiz...i so sad now...
was having co for a lot of days le...fri nite...sat n sun leh! siao de! LOL! but ok lah...not veri stressed mah...hehe...consider as refining my skills lor! :p
i went 2 taurus's hse 2 slp on fri nite AGAIN....hehe...watched his pri sch VCD when we suddenly saw yinhao! so fat de...like pig like tt...then he play dizi like scuba-diving like tt...d whole body's like tt leh! i laughed like hell lah....then after tt watched njco DVD....so cool lah! d 1st song (zheng cheng gong) was damm nice lah....d whole co VA veri nice leh! (if u dunoe wats VA, its visual arts!) hmm....slept at 2.30 wor! taurus d fat pig ( si fei zhu!) whipped me wif his cane 2 wake me up! so pain de...boo hoo....i wan 2 slp lah! haiz...went 2 ytco after tt lor...
ytd we went 2 perform ( a quick one! :p) at ytcc...then ate at ytcc, cuz got buffet mah! haha...we were teasing zigui wif tt *muacks muacks*.....lolx! then went 2 pei d 2 ah-ma 2 make their contact lenses...so slow lah! suddenly received an SMS by CK tt need 2 go back ytcc 2 meet d stage contractor...haiz...do ar do ar do...went 2 bugis wif d rest lor! but i was damm tired (bcuz in d morning i had 2 wake up at 8 plus!) so considered not so fun lor...was damm fucked-up pissed by tt water storage tank lah! (if u all noe who then dun say it out) i seldom get pissed off so much by a person de lor...ARHHH!!!! he's a FUCKER!!! wadever..dun care abt him le...dun ever say abt tis person's name tis week ok? or else i'll kill tt person who says abt him!!!!
haiz...i wan 2 mug now but veri sian...how ar?
left silently at 2.31pm......
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
why everytime hav 2 make me feel sad n cry de? i felt DAMM GUILTY now...
why tis is happening again?im crying again......
tt time is bcuz of love....now is bcuz of guilt...
i hate 2 cry...but i always cry easily...n on top of tt...im a guy leh!
why is tis always happening de?
i tink tt i took up one of my best fren's place for appeal...n im DAMM SAD now....bcuz i feel veri veri veri veri guilty....he realli likes njc....n he scored much better than me...he should hav been d one who can get in de....dunoe lah..tts wat i tink...haiz...n now there im....crying again at a corner....