Sunday, March 26, 2006
LOST??

WATS HAPPENING TO ME???

i seemed 2 hav lost myself....i dun feel myself anymore....did i change?


i used 2 smile for no gd reason....smiling is my "zhao1 pai2 dong4 zuo4" de....everyday ppl will ask me: Why u keep smiling every now n then de?


until dunoe when.....i hav alreadi forgotten how 2 smile le...everything juz seems so sian for me....i myself dun even noe wat caused it....wat should i do?


even i flopped tt solo performance ytd...n i dun feel anything(normally i will juz curse n swear 2 myself)....keeping quiet ytd when wif d yew tee gang...seemed im AP-ing(attitude problem)....but d truth is....i dunoe...


i feel lost now....wat should i do? commit suicide? can someone who considers me as their true friend call me n enlighten me?


left crying at 4.36pm....